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Catching up & rocking out.

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Okay folks, it's pretty clear I've dropped the ball on Radvent. But is anyone surprised? I'm great on inspiration, weak on follow-through. Always have been, always will be.

Nevertheless, I've at least THOUGHT about how I would answer each prompt, and yesterday as Adelle and I were jamming to some MGMT on the iPod, I remembered the Rocking Out post from December 5. I love hearing about what other people are listening to, as well as sharing my own playlists. So here are my top tracks from 2010.


Jonsi - Go Do. Can't embed this one due to copyright restrictions, but it's worth clicking the link to see the beautiful video and hear the ethereal voice of the lead singer of Sigur Ros. This is the first music Adelle ever heard outside the womb, on the drive home from the Birth Center. I love having such a precise sense-memory of the joy and awe I felt on that day.



Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros - Home. Exuberant. Lovely. "Home is wherever I'm with you."



Florence + the Machine - Dog Days. A few years ago, I started getting way more into upbeat, fully orchestrated pop music than the mopey, depressing singer-songwriter crap I enjoyed in college. Florence is great at doing artsy with sparkle and pep. Adore the crazy-ass video.



Bright Lights Bigger City :: Cee-lo. Oh, how I love Cee-Lo. Don't bother watching the video, which is pretty sexist and stupid-gangsta. But it's such an awesome jam.



Janelle Monae - Tightrope. Nothing makes me happier than this song. Don't dance to it. No, don't. Seriously, try really hard. Don't you dare dance. Stop it!



MGMT - Kids. These dudes are so weird. I hate this video. Don't watch it unless you want to be traumatized. Just click play and navigate to another screen.



Mumford & Sons - Little Lion Man. Warning to sensitive ears, liberal (but, I think, powerful and justified) use of the f-bomb. Love these guys and their driving banjoes. I know you're with me, Lis!



Laura Marling - Rambling Man. What's with all these messed-up freaky videos, man? Oh well. I love Laura and her beyond-her-years voice.



Willow Smith - Whip My Hair. Aaaaaand finally. My guilty pleasure. What, you thought the rest of these were guilty pleasures? Oh no. You ain't seen nothin' yet. I absolutely love this sassy number by the 10-year-old daughter of Will Smith and Jada Pinkett. Haters gon' hate, so just whip your hair.

Okay, there's more, but Adelle's up from her nap. (I think she overheard me whipping my hair.) Tell me, what did you rock out to in 2010? And what was your guiltiest pleasure?

Radvent Day 2: (Dis)organizing

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It is SO ironic that today's theme is organizing. I can't remember when I last felt at ends this loose. It was a day full of attempts, and very little in the way of execution. An unfinished, undone day. An un-day.

Today I:

  • attempted to drive to New York to spend the day with my family, but turned around shortly into our trip because I realized the folly of traveling 5 hours for a 1.5 hour visit. With a cranky, sick baby.
  • attempted to return a long-ago-borrowed bowl from a family I don't know very well. As I cruised down their street, I realized I should really be returning it with something in it, even though the lender specifically said not to. I was suddenly seized with the fear that if I did not give the bowl back full of, say, fresh-baked almond bars, I would be seen as ungrateful and uncouth. So I kept driving and did not return the bowl.
  • attempted to make almond bars. Took the butter out of the fridge to soften. Five hours later? It's still there on the counter.
  • ventured out again to run a few errands. Ran one errand at CVS, even though my other destinations were within a block of it. Went to Kohls instead. Wandered aimlessly through the aisles.
  • sat on the floor of my kitchen and thought about what I should do for the Radvent project. De-stash my sewing room? Finally clean up the suitcase that puked pink clothing all over my daughter's floor? Fold laundry? Sort through folders of digital photos on my computer? Felt overwhelmed. Continued sitting on kitchen floor.
  • received phone calls. Did not return phone calls.
  • took out the overflowing trash so that I could feel like I did one real thing today. Did not replace trash bag in the can.
  • attempted to organize photos on my computer. On a roll! Got halfway through and Adelle woke up from her nap.
  • brought wrinkly, days-old laundry down to fold while watching Community and 30 Rock. Left it in the basket and ate Hershey's Kisses.
Well. The blessing is that I read this marvelous poem on Princess Lasertron's post. "If you don't know what to do, do the next thing." My problem is that there are so many next things, and I can rarely prioritize. Tomorrow is a day to try again.

if you don't know what to do,
do the next thing. water
the plants. cut the crusts of old bread
for the birds and feed the fruit
rinds to the garden. empty
the grounds from this morning's
coffee and tuck them in
with the hydrangeas, prepare
them for winter. let their black sleep
give way to blooms of springtime blue.
open the windows. unsettle
the dust on the sills and in the corners
so there will be space for new air.
let the rooms have room
to breathe, to be filled again
to the brim. there is much we can do
when we don't know what to do.
remember there is strength
even in standing still. let the world
do what it will all around you.
let the history of what was -
the old molecules of skin, hair and bone -
fill you up. let them become you.
you will carry them with you,
wherever you go, whenever
you are ready.

-fall cleaning by laura burhenn


Radvent Day 1: Remembering

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In an effort to bring some discipline and creativity to bear on this holiday season, I'm going to attempt this sweet blog project by Princess Lasertron. (Which, by the way, what a terrific online alias-slash-business persona, am I right? How have I not heard of her before now?)

Here's how it works. Every day, Princess Meg posts a prompt like the one below. I will respond to that prompt here (and also at a private Tumblr I'm working on with some local friends). My plan is to sit down with a cup of coffee during Adelle's first nap of the day and bang it out. It probably ain't gonna be too deep though, y'all. A few bullet points, a few photos. There's a baby to wrangle. Household chores to studiously ignore. Facebook statuses to update. Ahem.

Anyway. Here's to a new beginning.

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According to Livejournal, this is what I was up to five years ago. (Remember Livejournal? No, just me, the sole cyber-nerd among you?)

  • In 2005, I still lived in Michigan. I worked at Calvin College, thinking and talking and obsessing about pop culture. I was getting restless.
  • In 2005, I was writing a blog called Evangelical Expatriate. I was still wrestling deeply with questions about what kind of Christian I was and wanted to be. I guess in some ways, I still am. Looking back, I'm proud of what I wrote there.
  • In 2005, I got married to Nathan and we created our compound-named family. We celebrated our first Christmas in a tiny apartment with a single space-heater. We didn't have enough vacation time left to go home to our families on the East Coast, so we spent Christmas day driving around Michigan's Upper Peninsula, crossing over into Canada. We had dinner at the only place open, a Chinese restaurant.
  • In 2005, we were pretty sure we were going to move to Philadelphia. I was seriously contemplating a new career as a librarian. I was volunteering at a library and it felt immediately right - one of the few "eureka moments" in my life.
  • In 2005, I didn't know any of you [the friends with whom I'm doing this project on Tumblr] except for Josh & Kathryn. I didn't know what I had to look forward to.